ZaneSpeaks

I am the raging waves of an ocean,  Crushing against rocky shores, Spitting up salty waste, Pulling everything in my wake. I am the magical night sky, The enchanting milky ways, I shoot across the sky, I guide a sailor lost at sea. I am the ball of fire, Spitting with rage, Scorching everything in my wake, I leave a trail of destruction. I am the sparkling stream, Whispering hope between the trees, Giving a second chance to a wilting flower, A lullaby to the ancient forest. I am all the colours at full brightness . What have I reduced myself to??

In the comfort of my own sanctuary, Within the walls of what's meant to be my safe haven. Underneath the warmth of my own blankets, in my most defenseless form. Like a thief in the night it creeps in, In my weakest state… I feel it's presence, I prepare to fight. A fight I know I'm going to lose. Like thick merciless fog, it squeezes the fight out of me. My hands are down but I still fight. I scream but my voice gets lost in it’s tight grip. Like a thief in the night it does as it please… I pray, I beg, I cry, I curse. Anything just to make it stop. Have you no heart? Have you no soul? Have you no shame?!!!!!! In my weakest state, you hold me down and tear me up. Have you no mercy? ...